Sunday, December 18, 2005

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What is life if it is not my own what is happiness turned gray what is love that is not real what is pain that doesn't last what is a chance not taken what is a gamble that rarely can be won what is fate stolen what is memories forgotten what is lost hope what is time less spent what is a secret un kept what is knowledge unused what is beauty unseen what is a song unheard what is sin craved what is a lie lived what is a story told what is a hug never felt what is a kiss that doesn't last what is simple but doesnt not work what is sad but true what is less but enough what is more but empty what is here now gone what is left untouched what is cherished now broken what is humility uncovered what is shyness concealed what is silence fading what is a dog with no home what is a child with no mother what is a book not opened what is a page unwritten what is forgiveness unreceived what is a heart of stone what is peace unconceivable what is time standing still what is money wasted what is a dream not chased what is a path not followed what is a bridge never crossed what is a present not unwrapped what is pain hidden what is wind that doesn't carry what is war unfinished what is a car not driven what is fallen leaves what is or can be something

Jesus shine your light on me
when I'm lost and can't be found
when I'm alone no one around
shine on me

clear my head tonight
fill this emptiness
nothing on this earth can fill me like you do
no matter what I achieve it's nothing without you
as I get closer to my end it only brings me closer to you
until that day lets move mountains I'm all yours
until that day I'll walk on water to reach your shores
there's a fire burning deep through my soul
I'm surrounded by this love some have yet to know
we're all searching for that thing that's missing
when it's been here the whole time
when I'm with you
let your love flood my soul
wash away the sin
wash away the pain
the unforgiven, the lost, the hurting
the hardened hearts make them new




Wednesday, December 14, 2005

If I were to hide behind these eyes would you see could you feel the way I do
and I hope you do
My experiences to learn with the more I learn is a wall being built brick by brick trying to keep all the bad away wish I never knew what had existed would have went through life with my eyes shut only to open them at the right moments

How many times will you and I pass with no smile on our face or words to spill

Life blinking before my eyes and still sam awaits once more

Worse than trying for the first time is starting over trying to go back and make things okay but nothing is undone

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

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Just neither opinion because like disagree rest constant silence less time out teasing do always brush you forever hold alone skim wasted comes and never answered while lie forever now know still fears always I'm tired where's melissa you're special aw Addicting spinning lyrics flipped once Twistable call me I love you sucks freakin heck Different laughter plain others go follow breaks friends long lie right stop wondering eyes lips arms cold till people fight empty fast satisfaction passes nothing for end will test pleasure rebel do hold try so people find shut died empty bed alone took a little day someone it even friend until committed me hurt truth honest right know spill said over fault with ditch guess each love position me one too be matter but you new hope than probably